| 3 entries | | |  | | | | Im trying | wrote | | | I tried living my life but it just blows up in my face my friends have forgotten I exist and I try and make my self know and they just forget about me unless I have weed , but any other time I just end sitting in my room waiting for some to talk but it never happens and all I do is just cry my self back to sleep im afriad to die but when im all alone in this darkness I have created for my self I dont see anouther way out. I just sit here and look at the belt and wanna go hang my self man. | | | | | someone help | wrote | | | So tonight might be last night here Idk things just do not seem worth the stress or just living Idk what to do. So I'm going to end it. I do not want to but I figure their is nothing left on earth for to fight for, to live for | | | | | fuck my life | wrote | | | I'm tired of feeling my life is just a sick joke I want to end it and maybe I can be happy. Maybe I have the the wrong out look on things but no else has shown me to look at it any differently. All I can see is through my eyes and all I see is my pathetic meaningless existence. This is my cry for help, I want to live but I'm slowly running of reasons too keep going. | | | | | 3 entries | | |
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