| 4 entries | | |  | | | | wrote | | | is this how i should end? drinking at the pc and wondering where i stand in this world? | | | | | wrote | | | does anyone know of a drug that would kill the habit for smoking? its killing me from within. i'm kicking at the air. i feel like a little kid without a soul. | | | | | wrote | | | went out last night around town for the first time in ages. got drunk, laughed alot, got a few kisses, went outside for the taxi.... then i fell over. wake up today and my ankle is the size of a mellon. smashing. | | | | | wrote | | its the start of a new year, to me it's a new start in life, for me. a time to move on and leave everything i hate now behind me. to meet new people and hope there better.
i have a list full of regrets from 2005. from lossing my close friendship with amanda to half of the people i have meet. things i never did from holding on to lies knowing they are lies to not saying my mind, just not to upset the liers and theives.
i'm proud of a handful of things.
this year is going to be better.... | | | | | 4 entries | | |
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