Well i've made mistakes in my life as most of us have, but the biggest mistake was treating someone wrong and loosing their trust in me.And the loss of that trust put me in a situation that i had no way of finding away out of. A case of if you havent got something someone wants you cant give it to them. But for my past mistakes i paid a higher price. It cost me my heart and cost them the same. Its a mistake i will always regret as finding that one special person isnt an easy thing to do. they know how i feel about them and know that whatever happens in our lives i owe them a great deal, so i will always be there for them whatever the situation..
In A Perfect World...
i would be with the woman of my dreams. But its not a perfect world, and for one really bad thing i did all the good things i did afterwards couldnt repair it. But hey i'm a guy we f**k up. So i guess in a perfect world i'd like to show that person that i hurt that no matter what the future holds, what i did and the final outcome of that changed me for life. And i'd hope that they would be happily surprised in the way i left things for them. Though they dont know yet...
i came i waited.. i text.. so now i buggering off to bed. catch ya tomorrow at some point.. and dont forget to make that phone call to that chap that called ya