In my own words I am sometimes too hard on myself and do not grant to me what I actually do deserve. Ijustify favors/things done for people who are actually just takers anyway, b/c/ I am so called bigger-better person, which in end, all of it affects what I am supposed to be doing.
The Meaning Of Life... is to take every experience, even stupid little mistakes you happen to make, and change them into a positive learning experience that will only make you that more knowledgeable the 2nd time around!